So I've decided to make a few changes:
1. Enjoy my work, I don't think I've been happy at any job I've had, the job I have now is fairly easy and the pay is good...the problem is I keep comparing myself to others around me who've worked there for much longer, so I'm going to just focus on myself and finally enjoy one job that I have
2. Get back into exercise, the time between Korea and Phoenix I was in great shape, it was only 2 months but because I didn't work so I would exercise 3 to 4 times a day...since I've gotten to Phoenix I've been terrible about it, so I'm going to get back into the swing of things (probably not 3 to 4 times a day but enough to lose the weight I need to)
3. Get back into art, lately I've felt the need to distance myself from the art world, it's become something I don't really want to be apart of, I'm missing the days when I was in college and I could go to the studio at any time with my music and just paint, to me it was when art was just art and I want to get back to that again
4. Enjoy my life...I have to admit I'm a miserable person 90% of the time, so I'm working on being more positive and enjoying the life I have...I have a lot of great things going for me right now, both Matt and I have a job, an apartment, a car...I realized that if I can't enjoy my life in Phoenix I'll just be miserable no matter where I go...and to be honest I have been
....so overall I'm just going to start appreciating my life for what it is and where it's going...I realized I'm in a good place right now and things are looking up and going well
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